Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Finally a post

I think this is the longest I have ever gone without a post.  These last few months have been really rough for me.  I wasn't going to mention anything on here at all, but since I use this for my journal I didn't think it was very "real" to completely ignore it.  I have had a really hard time with depression and anxiety that kinda came out of nowhere.  I never imagined what a nightmare something like this could be, but boy has it been tough.  I have so much empathy for anyone who has experienced anything like this.  Thanks to my WONDERFUL family, and lots and lots of prayer and priesthood blessings I feel that things are finally starting to turn around, and I hope someday I can pay forward all the love and support they have shown to me.  I still have a ways to go, but hopefully a trip to the "Happiest Place on Earth" will help get me there :)  We are so excited to be going back there in a few weeks!


4 comments:

  1. Oh Jenny, I am so sorry to hear about the rough few months. I know it is so difficult to deal with issues like that, and I am thinking of you. You are so wonderful. I hope you know that.
    I am so excited for you that you get to go to Disneyland! Riding the teacups with those darling kids of yours might be the best medicine...if not try a churro too. :)

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  2. Dang! I'm sorry Jen. Know I love you too and I'll be praying for ya every night. U do have a wonderful family and you're a wonderful gal!

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  3. Ughhhh... Hopefully its just the winter blues. I've felt so cooped up lately, with nothing to do but sit around feeling anxiety and feeling FEELINGS. UGH, so lame and hard. But trust... it'll pass! Summer is just around the corner and the sunshine will heal your little black heart :)

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  4. Also, it just occurred to me that I got kicked in the face with killer depression when I was first pregnant... so maybe you are pregnant and just haven't told anyone yet. Don't worry... I WON'T TELL ANYONE. lol. But seriously, hugs and kisses... you'll be okay, my sweet friend.

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